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Tuesday, August 31, 2010

who's afzan?

its hard for u to understand me huh?

i wanna cry.
im feeling sad and down.


~ { 12:49 PM }
surrounded by colours of the rainbow;


Sunday, August 29, 2010

afzan's must-do-list

1. thesis writing(30/8 & 3/9)
2. data warehouse &data mining test (2/9)
3. proteomics presentation (2/9)
4. recheck api strip results
5. li application
6. shopping (:

~ { 1:04 AM }
surrounded by colours of the rainbow;


Saturday, August 28, 2010

im spechless

maybe its true ignorance is bliss..,what you dont noe wont hurt you..,but perhaps what you noe dat hurt you is something that will make you more mature.. :p life..,a learning process.. obstacle..,a test.. happiness..,a gift.. love..,an honor..

~ { 9:53 AM }
surrounded by colours of the rainbow;


Thursday, August 26, 2010

i guess everything is over now

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME (:

there's nothing special today.
it just another busy day.
no candle. no cake. no bday song. no hugs. no kisses.
nothing. 
except for birthday wishes + gifts.
i should be happy. im trying hard to be happy now.

thank u for the blog post my dearest <3

EDITED (:

 

birthday gifts (:

Advanced birthday gift from abg im - Luq-Luq.

Little hippo from diba.

Miss stary from ain.

Hello Kitty necklace from el.

Little teddy + hair accessory + shawl from iylia.

~ { 11:59 PM }
surrounded by colours of the rainbow;


Wednesday, August 25, 2010

last day for me

bye-bye 23 (:

hehe. well someone asked me what i want for my birthday.. 
so... here's my birthday wishlist. this is kinda 'mengada'.. but i really want this..
LOL

01. camera
02. money $$$ to shop & travel
03. teddy bear
04. cute & pink stuff
05. cloths 
06. accessories
07. to go home (:
08. novels 
08. anything laaa~

oh my... i cant believe i did this list. 
stupidy me >.<


~ { 6:48 PM }
surrounded by colours of the rainbow;


Saturday, August 21, 2010

tiada maaf bagimu


diri ini tidak mampu tuk maafkan diri mu,
atas apa yang kamu lakukan.
tolonglah, jangan pernah muncul dalam hidup ini.
pergilah kamu sejauh yang boleh.
pergi!
jangan ganggu hidup ini,
hanya Allah dapat membalas segalanya atas apa yang kamu lakukan.

-insan teraniaya-

~ { 11:03 PM }
surrounded by colours of the rainbow;


Wednesday, August 18, 2010

tell me something that i wanna hear

sad + stress = sick + unhappy

my life was so gloomy lately.
im wishing for the sun to shine on me.

m: patutnya budak-budak microbe sahaja yang handle microbe.

ouch :(

human : why r u doing microbe, why not database?

im sick of this type of Q.  

k: you dont know about 'hockey stick'? oh i forgot, your not biotech student.

yes! im not a biotech student. im doing bioinfomatics. so WHAT?
i know nothing about microbe,i dont learn bout microbe. i only know bout the basic. 
but i can handle my final year project. & u know nothing bout me, so stop underestimate me!

im sick of people around me. everyone so selfish! 
i wish that someone will always accompany me during my hard times,
coz at that moment i need someone to support me & care bout me.

~ { 6:41 AM }
surrounded by colours of the rainbow;


Sunday, August 15, 2010

i miss ur smile, but i miss mine more :(
 1. ts the 5th day of ramadhan. Happy fasting my lovee~
2. my life was so b-o-r-i-n-g lately. 
3. i spend most of my time in the lab. & im so freaking tired.
4. i hate to do the cleaning.. but i got no choice since no one will clean the house.
5. i think girls should learn to be clean & dont just learn how to put make up & do the hair.
6. i think its quite annoying when a girl keep 'perasan' that she's so beautiful. 
7. stop repeating the same thing when u know that the fact that ur saying is not exist.
8. i hate smelly stuffs! plz keep them away from me.
9. please put ur phone in silent mode or lower the volume when its necessary.
10. dont act like you know everything when actually ur not.
11. stop pretending that ur-so-innocent.
12. stop copying my life. plz get your own life!
13. im so in love with my Luq-Luq not bcoz he's pink. remember, Its a He, not She.
14. i like it when u care about me.
15. i can wait to be home. Raya, plz come faster.
16. i should study & do my thesis writing but im so not in the mood.  
17. i hate it when u keep crapping & laughing non stop. its annoying.
18. im craving for Yoyo's milky tea.
19. stop showing off with ur 'not-so-nice-to-hear' english.
20. i cant believe that im blogging instead of studying.
21. i miss ur smile. you know who you are.
22. im so happy when there's someone accompany me during sahur n bbuka.
23. i think i should stop blogging now.
24. plz stop acting that ur-so-beautiful.
25. plz stop acting cute in front of me.
26. plz be CLEAN. i meant it.


~ { 10:56 PM }
surrounded by colours of the rainbow;


Thursday, August 5, 2010

Alhamdulillah (:

im halfway done with my final year project.
i have less than a month.. well 26 days to be exact..
before my submission date for my thesis.
really hope that everything will be okay..insyaAllah (:

i cant wait for this weekend.. coz im gonna meet the people that i loveee (:
sape ek? hehe.. not my boyfriend la~
hehe.. btw.. i think im single now. ya. myb..
why? coz mr.f finally confessed that he got some1 new.
siapalah sy jk dbandingkan dgn perempuan tudung labuh kn?
ya..im nobody. im not a popular girl. im not a fun/ funny girl.
i am a boring gf.
ya.. never mind. im fine. well, i think i'll be fine. 

Ya Allah, semoga engkau permudahkan segalanya buat hambamu ini.

~ { 11:09 PM }
surrounded by colours of the rainbow;